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nott_teddy (nott_teddy) wrote,
@ 2008-02-21 20:26:00

[hexed private, though Blaise, Terry and Gwen can read]

I can't believe my piano was destroyed. It feels like a part of me has died. That was the only thing I rescued from my manor, and to see it lying it pieces... when I've had it for so long... Fuck. That felt like an old friend had died.

Maybe it's an omen. You three better not die soon, okay?

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This hotel room is too cramped. I think I need to get out more. Any offers?

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	Private to Theo gwnrvrs 2008-02-21 12:31 pm UTC (link)
	Why was it destroyed? What happened?! Your manor wasn't broken into was it? Who would do such a thing? I can take care of myself, I promise. I won't be dying anytime soon. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Private to Gwen nott_teddy 2008-02-22 03:14 am UTC (link)
	The plan, love, the plan. Bellatrix came to collect Draco from my flat, destruction ensued, etc. But it went a bit fucking screwy and more things were destroyed than I thought would be. My piano was one of them. No, my manor wasn't broken into. Although I really couldn't care less if it had been. I hate the place. And good, I hope not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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gwnrvrs
2008-02-22 04:02 pm UTC (link)

Well you could have made that clearer. I thought you had had been hurt or something like that. You know I care about you and your safety a great deal.

How long has Draco been staying at your flat for?

Screwy? Bellatrix go a bit overboard?

I am so sorry about your piano. I love your piano and I loved hearing you play it even more. I am passable at playing but you are marvelous. I really hope you will get a new one soon.

I would love to visit you at your hotel.

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Gwen

nott_teddy
2008-02-23 01:43 am UTC (link)

I'm sorry. He was just visiting for the day. It was all planned, but yes, she went a bit overboard. It was quite scary, actually, seeing my whole flat destroyed.

Thank you. I loved my piano too, and I adored playing. I hope I can get a new one, but it will be hard to find one that can replace that which I have had forever, it seems.

I would love to see you again, Gwen, but you would not enjoy this horrible place. Maybe we can meet for dinner or something soon?

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Theo

gwnrvrs
2008-02-23 04:43 am UTC (link)

I hope you can fix most everything. Bellatrix is someone whose moods and actions are not a definite thing. It changes like the wind.

I know it will. I will help you look for one if you want?

Anyplace I can see you would be great.

I would not mind the hotel, I promise. I would like a more private place anyways instead of some public restaurant. We can meet at my flat if you would prefer though, love?

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Theo

widows_child
2008-02-21 04:43 pm UTC (link)

What happened to your flat? You did say that it wasn't somewhere we could but you never implied that it was this bad. Why are you in a hotel room? ~~Don't you know that I would have come home sooner than this if you'd just let me know that things were this bad?~~

I'm coming to get you. You are either going to stay at my flat or we are going to go find you a new one. I won't hear of you staying in a cramped hotel room. At the very least you should have gone to one that was lavish. Where are you staying, anyway?

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[Hexed extremely private to Theo alone]
I'm so, so sorry about your piano, love. I know how much you adored it. How badly gone is it? If we took it to one of the manufacturers in France, would they be able to put it back together?

I'd buy you a new one, but I don't want to offend you thinking that I can just replace it outright. I know it meant more to you than that. When you do want a new one, let me know, but I won't presume until you tell me.

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	Theo widows_child 2008-02-21 04:46 pm UTC (link)
	Also, I don't intend on dying anytime soon, and omens be damned. Omens are important to Mother, not to me. And you're not going anywhere either, understand? ~~So bloody sick of this fucking war.~~ It's not an omen. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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nott_teddy
2008-02-22 03:28 am UTC (link)

It was part of the plan. My flat was destroyed - I just didn't know it was going to be destroyed this much. You should see it, Blaise. It's bad.

I'm staying in some crappy Muggle hotel - I just needed somewhere quick and cheap to go while I sorted myself out.

~~I would love to stay with you, but~~ ~~Yeah, that's a brilliant~~ ~~No.~~

Maybe. I'm not sure what's happening yet. It'd probably be better to not stay with you... and then I might be able to get to stay with an Order member, you know? ~~Fuck, I bet you hate me.~~

It's in little pieces. Crushed completely. Basically, it's a pile of toothpicks and strings. I'll probably not get a new one any time soon. Thanks for the offer though, darling. I don't deserve you.

And I'm glad you don't. Really.

~~I'm scared, Blaise.~~

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widows_child
2008-02-22 06:34 am UTC (link)

This fucking plan of yours. I thought we were going to talk more about this. ~~Just because we had sex doesn't mean that I've forgotten everything.~~

I told you I would figure something out. ~~You haven't given me time yet.~~ ~~This is fucking ridiculous~~ ~~What the fuck do you want me to say to make this better, damn it?~~

Stop talking about not deserving me. ~~I hate it. I hate this.~~

I don't want you staying with some idiotic member of the Order of the Bloody Phoenix. Would you just let me help you? Please?

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	Extremely Private to Blaise nott_teddy 2008-02-22 06:43 am UTC (link)
	What do you want to talk about? I wish you could. Really. I'm sorry. I don't, though. Never have, never will. You're too good ~~for~~to me. Help me, Blaise. Goddamn it, help me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Extremely Private to Theo

widows_child
2008-02-22 06:49 am UTC (link)

Where are you staying? Just tell me and I will come get you right now, this instant. I can't think like this, over these journals, Theo.

I'm so worried for you. There, I said it. I am. I don't know what but I will think of something. Stop talking as though there's no way. You know perfectly well that I refuse to allow something to get in my way. I'm going to fix this.

Where are you?

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nott_teddy
2008-02-22 06:59 am UTC (link)

Writing is fast, sketchy, blotchy in places. Most of it scribbled out, but probably legible if you really, really tried.

~~I'm worried too, Blaise. Fuck, I'm terrified. For you, for me. I love you so much and you don't seem to see and fuck it makes me so fucking terrified and angry and~~ ~~Why does everything have to be so~~ ~~I think I'm too messed up for even a shrink. They'd run out of those little black notebooks~~ ~~All through school you~~ ~~There's so much I want to say and not enough time to~~ ~~I love you~~

King's Hotel, room 32B, Summons Street, London.

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	Extremely Private to Theo widows_child 2008-02-22 07:00 am UTC (link)
	I'm already there. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	petalslie 2008-02-21 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	Theo darling, why stay in a dirty hotel when there is plenty of space in my home. Astoria and I would love to have you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	nott_teddy 2008-02-22 03:40 am UTC (link)
	Oh, no, I don't want to intrude. Thanks for the offer, dear, but it's quite alright. I have places to go. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	petalslie 2008-02-22 03:41 am UTC (link)
	It is no intrusion. I honestly would adore having you over for a bit. Come come. I expect you to stay a fortnight. We can go to the theatre and concerts and have a merry old time! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nott_teddy 2008-02-22 04:06 am UTC (link)
	I would love to see you, but a fortnight is far too long! Maybe we could go out for lunch or dinner one day? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	petalslie 2008-02-22 04:22 am UTC (link)
	I suppose. I have a date with one of the Weird Sisters tomorrow. How about Sunday? I think I shall host a dinner party for our old housemates and friends. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nott_teddy 2008-02-23 01:46 am UTC (link)
	Oh, a date? With one of the Weird Sisters? Who, pray tell? A dinner party sounds like a nice idea. I'm sure I can force myself to be sociable for once. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	petalslie 2008-02-23 02:05 am UTC (link)
	Gideon Crumb, He's of tolerable family after all. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Private to Theodore. bootsstillon 2008-02-22 06:14 am UTC (link)
	~~Excuse me, what?~~ That's tragic! I loved that piano, and, more than that, hearing you play it. But, either way, don't worry about me; I don't plan on dying anytime soon, and certain persons likely won't let me find myself in any position where I could possibly die. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Terry nott_teddy 2008-02-23 01:45 am UTC (link)
	I'm glad you don't intend on dying. As much as it pains me to admit it, I would miss you terribly - as I'm sure you'd miss me, yes? (Reply to this) (Parent)